Great
blue heron flies north
from
the river towards the hills
the
season is heading that way
from
summer’s southern ease towards the western call
The
direction of questing’s journey
striding
past summer’s adolescent hopes born of fear,
marching
through the great adult work of making a living
with
sword and shield crafted in devil’s fiery compromise.
Now
at dusk these weapons I leave behind
-
hands
emptied by victory’s sand through fingers slipping –
all
I can carry is my bible for a pillow to sleep upon
listening
for pre-dawn’s call
where
my soul’s angel sister
remembers
what I lost
when
Eden’s innocence fell
to
the work of being a man.
We
all first must climb
tomorrow’s
peak of promise
to
discover what no one tells…
“there
is no greener grass”.
On
the other side
we
meet travellers coming our way
in
search of the same thing
looking
in the green lands we’ve already mined of fool’s gold.
The
grail is an empty cup
and
any crumbs of meaning
were
long ago stolen by Elijah’s crows
to
feed the seventh generation yet to come.
No
drink but our own blood
no
food but our own flesh
no
truth but our own breath
no
questions left to break the falling
as
once sure footing slips
into
weakened knees
into
memory’s doubting, finger’s grasping
at
the fearfull forgetting of “once upon a time”
Without
a name,
without
the answers,
without
the will to climb again,
I
scramble in nightmares for what once crafted my world.
They
are broken tools
sharp
edges dulled by time
they’ve
lost the magic
my
hands once turned them to.
Exhausted
by the searching.
Bruised
and broken by the falling.
Worn
down by the grief of losing me, myself, and mine.
There
is only still the lullaby
my
sister angel sings
calling
me to rise again
to
dance what was born in me to dance
towards
the setting sun.
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