In-car-nating

The world to come

was just begun

There - while you blinked

Do you think?

In every moment

a savior window opens

for a chance to see

Eternity.

We’re speeding in a car

within an illusion of stillness

Inside this bubble it’s all about me

– where I’m going, doing, screwing it down

But if I stick my head out the window like Jake the dog

Eyelids pushed wide by the force

Ears silenced by the whistle and rush

grinning tongue hanging out to lick the future coming fast

My own first second gets split infinite

And poor brain - calculating, separating, masturbating

– gets left in the dust

As wonder (that part kept tucked deep inside for holy moments)

gets sucked outside and expands in a flash

to take it all-in-all in

Once wonder’s freed – of course it won’t stop there

Before I know it – can slow it

the earth is swallowed whole

and sun gets snorted in with all the rest of the stars

until time bends in and…

From the seed’s spark in the womb of beginning

The bang, the big one, ejaculates us, you/me/now/then/when – the time to come was just begun

And god’s groan of pleasure is neverending.

December 13, 2011

269 Rubidge st.

reading Kaballah and John 1